subject: 
As things start to go well, i need to notice the things that siphon off my energy and take me out of center. 

such as:
-martyring my energy 
-martyring my time
-saying yes when i know it’s a no for me

This is what happened with Airbnb’ing, and with giving to Lori when I really didn’t want to.  Then I got robbed.  The distraction from talking with Lori while not wanting to had me distracted, out of center.

I NEED TO STAY FOCUSED ON MY MISSION

EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE GOING WELL.

Do not let the old voice of not-being-seen and I-don’t-deserve-success make me give up my gains as if I don’t deserve to stay there and to rise higher.

I NEED TO RISE HIGHER.  That may feel like I’m not getting enough oxygen (pain and suffering) for my old ego and neurotic systems.

THOSE LESSONS ARE OVER.  I NEED TO PASS THEM AND NOT RETURN TO THEM.

LYRICS

I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe without you
I can feel you going higher
And my soul I miss you

It is pain
It is pain
It is pain I taught to you
Please don’t cast me on the fire
God knows what I’ll burn into

“Oh I honor what you’ve brought to me
You gave my life a thousand times
When I know I would have died

Oh I’d like to bring you with me
But your language is of the earth
And I can’t speak that way anymore

Oxygen
Oxygen
This is what I’ve got